Due to my private healthcare I have had my CT scan, I now know where I stand and I have arranged to start chemotheapy a week on Friday....

I had the CT scan, due to it been Christmas time we could not get one on the NHS Until the 12th January, so I went private and had one on the 29th Dec at Nuttfields hospital....

It is 3.00am, I can not sleep, this is about the 7th night of broken sleep. Sadly it looks like my cancer as come back for now the third time....

I knew my CT scan was coming up, and I did not want to talk or write about it until now. I have had some message from friends that I have met via these blog post asking how I am...

It is now just gone past midnight, I am in bed and I don’t want to sleep as I know when I fall asleep I have to awake to my next chemo session....

A month or 2 ago i got a call saying that my blood ca-19 had gone up to 90, anything above 30 and they are worried....